Forever
I may not believe in forever anymore. I may always have to cry myself to sleep at night. I may just be a girl with to big of a heart and to much trust in people. I trusted you to be the one who didn’t hurt me. I trusted you to be that boy who will love me more than all the others. You have always been the guy in my life telling me that I need better. Well I opened my eyes and looked around I found better. He happened to be right in front of me. He happened to be you. You ended up being the guy that I wanted to spend my life time with. The guy who could change everything. The guy who was better. I wanted a forever. After almost giving up on love. After almost giving up on me. I found you. I loved you. I wanted you. You are my forever. But at the same time you are my best friend and you now know how I feel. You say you feel the same. Do I trust it? You haven’t proven to me you are any different than anyone else. You haven’t proven that you can be my forever. You haven’t proven you mean it when you say its forever that you will love me. I saver every moment with you. I saver every word out of your mouth. I just hope you mean it when you say you mean forever when you say you love me.
